I miss my grandma. So damn much.
Why am I thinking about
taking on a 6th class for this semester? A class that won’t even count towards my associates? I think I’m crazy.
Today has been so wonderful.
I woke up at noon after staying up till 6 am watching Daria. I went and shot photos of my friend Alicia ALL FILM. The weather was wonderful. I worked a 5 hour shift and none of my customers were mean and I had a really good sale at the end of the day. Not that it matters money wise cause I don’t work on commission but I really helped a guy figure out what he needed. I found out I made...
I'm just trying
to be patient.
Headed to the ATX
for the next day and a half. Just a little get away, with lots to get away with.
There are days
where I’m so tempted to throw my cell phone away. Then there are days like today when I have no idea where it is and it scares me to death because its the only real connection you and I have ever shared. We used to be best friends and we told each other everything and now that we hardly ever talk I hold on to the past so hard that I feel like I’m shutting out the future. It’s...
s-nce1983 asked: great minds think alike?
My thoughts were so loud I couldn’t hear my mouth. My thoughts were so...– The World at Large, Modest Mouse
that I’ve realized that everyone who lives will someday die, and die alone.
I've had a thing
for chewing gum lately. Maybe its my way of getting rid of stress or anxiety or something but I’m going through packs of gum like people do cigarettes.
Its not often
that I appreciate technology as much as I should. Sometimes I absolutely hate my cell phone, my computer, my t.v and anything else that links me in to this matrix like system. However, there are days… like today where I feel so lucky to be part of a generation that has so much information available to us right at the end of our fingertips. The fact that we as a human race are able to...
okayfinekoda-deactivated2012111 asked: In regards to your last post and/or in general - I love you, Jessica Hume, to the moon + back. If I can do anything to help, whether it be a listening partner or a break from reality - don't hesitate to ask. I know you'll be more than okay and back to yourself soon, but know that none of us are going anywhere in the meantime. You're wonderful, really.
The last month of my life
has been the hardest one in my life. I lost my grandmother. I lost my dog. My grandfather had a major surgery. I was taking a summer class and working around 30 hours a week. So I apologize… to everyone I have (or haven’t) had contact with. I can wholeheartedly say that I definitely have been nowhere near my normal self. I acted fine for the most part and very few people...
was supposed to be at my wedding, and approve of the guy I eventually marry. She was supposed to see at least one great grandchild. She was supposed to be there to tell me everything was okay. She’s supposed to be here to support me. I miss her so much. It’s been a week.